Been a while since I posted something,was going through a lot but I’m back for good. Decided to drop this here
Sitting by my phone 24/7,
Waiting for the beep sound,
Or loud ringtone.
Checking it every now and then,
Hoping just maybe I forgot it on silence .
Jumping at every message or call that comes in,
Hoping its you.
As hours go by I still don’t give up,
And begin making up excuses in my head.
I go to bed sad,hoping tomorrow would be different.
Now days have passed,
And I’m still making up excuses in my head.
But I think its time to face reality,
And realise if you want me,
I wouldn’t doubt it for once.
I hate this me you have turned me to,
It’s time to get my life back.
I know it would take some days or perhaps weeks,
But I know someday I would be breathing again.